To you.
Recently, something was brought to my attention. Many things I did not realize…and maybe I just didn’t care…but that would be a lie. Its kind of impossible to just stop. I didn’t write back because honestly I had no idea what to say…I was taken by suprise. Hell, I still don’t know what to say and perhaps I never will. I’ve been putting this off…but it needs to be done. You need to know.
Things didn’t work out as everyone can see…we got the shitty end of the stick. For a while I thought to myself that we must not have had a really good friendship because we never talked about what really mattered the most, when it mattered the most. A simple conversation could have saved a now absent world of me and you…and the three musketeers.
Now I know we are both to proud to admit that one of us were wrong. You are stubborn and so am I. Thats why were such great friends…i just never thought a battle would rise between me and you. I always thought we were stronger then that. But I guess we weren’t. We kept secrets. We zipped our mouths..and bit our tounges. And now, there’s just nothing left for anyone to say. Our friendship was wasted.
And heck yes did I watch the videos today of us on the search for sasquatch..and the flip flop in the tree. They are great memories….I laughed my ass off watching them. I guess it just sucks things had to be this way. And your right…maybe sometime in the future..things might be okay…
It was such a great pleasure to have known you. When I think of you…it’s not the horrible things….but pleasent reminders that I did have a great last three years with a great friend.
There will always be confusion. Always. We never were strong enough to fix that. And a loss of a friendship is the consequence. I am not sorry for how I reacted, but I am sorry that things turned out the way they did when they shouldn’t have. We were better then that. Much better.
And one day, you will be famous. It was nice knowing you on your road to sucess.
